Columbine Shooters

Dylan's writings seem like obvious 9w1 hyperrumination, with a lot of anger about feelings of being trampled over by life while others seemingly aren't, and "god hates me"(indicating some over-emphasized concern with 'forms' and 'natural order') His heart has to be in the 3 space somehow, there's so much emphasis on being a failure and being unable to conventionally succeed - he's completely tortured by the conventionally "happy and ignorant" images of others, with a lot of "if I'm not the best I'm the worst"("I have friends, a great home life, do decent in school, etc" with reports from his mother and others post-columbine that people actually enjoyed him quite a bit). Heart has to be 3/4 line, and with all of the hate and desire for redemption through love, it's probably an Sx heart fix.

His pictures look quite similar to a lot of the other 9w1(8w9)s that we've seen, where there's sort of an intense lustiness that's hidden by evanescence and innocence. And I think he, like the other 9w1(8w9)s also developed "vacuousness" as a coping mechanism to deal with his anger - how else could he have written what he did in THAT style, and make videos with Eric screaming at the camera in that way, where his eyes look completely glazed over, and mindless. There was definitely some 'gentle giant' in him(he was also like 6 foot 4) and I think a lack of general awareness around his own dopey/lumbering affect(though he was probably insecure about this).

In a lot of his writing there's a lot of splitting and antagonizing people by putting them into black/white boxes("jocks vs nerds", us vs them). Both his and Eric's head seem obviously 5/6 cartesian line, sort of an 'immature' version of it, with all of that emphasis on things like natural selection, science, and their generally conservative/withholding yet collegiate social nature. Also Dylan specifically seems to have a lot of concerns about his humanness, questioning it constantly and emphasizing "knowing" throughout his writing. I really think his head had to be 5/6 line moving into the hole, perhaps 6w5(5w4) - even though a lot of what he expressed was jealousy/envy it seems like a LOT of it had to do with having a "problem in the head," a general sense of disorientation and feeling non-human and not knowing how to deal with this other than through justifying his "place"(probably Social head fix) through what he can observe and compare(doubt).

I'm going to look at Eric next.